Spring 2018

I'm starting to believe that I'm dying.

Sooner rather than later.

When the doctor first told me that the cancer was present in my neck ... and then at subsequent appointments we covered the other areas of disease spread - bones, lymph nodes in my chest, my lung, my liver ... my brain. My oncologist then told me that we should expect that in 3-5 years this disease will claim me. That was in January 2016 ... 2 years ago.

Disbelief and denial got me through for a while. It still gets me through most days. Year one, 2016 - I underwent a lot of treatments. Radiation to body and brain, systemic hormone therapy, outpatient surgery to put me into menopause. Those treatments stabilized my brain and my bones. I haven't (thankfully) had any new cancer activity in my bones or my brain since mid-2016.

However my liver and lung have been difficult. The scans in November 2016 showed something starting to brew in my liver and in early 2017 the scans confirmed new growth in both locations. In 2017, I went through 2 treatment combos and started a 3rd one in late December. It's the combo I'm on currently. 3 treatments out of a very finite list of options ... in one year. It's like betting half your chip stack on one hand, without the ability to win more, and losing.

And now this combo has potentially been evaded by the mutant cells.

I had scans on 3/8/18 and it showed that while the lesions we were targeting from previous scans are now stable, and slightly deceased in size and activity, there are now "at least three" new lesions in my liver averaging about 1-2 cm each in size. There's also a suspect spot in my lung that needs "close monitoring." This is what we call a mixed bag.

To complicate matters further - if you remember - there are 2 distinct colonies of breast cancer cells romping around. The hormone-positive colony and the Her2+ colony. Each of these pathologies separately have their own outlined treatment options. Hormone-positive is treated with anti-hormone therapy and chemo. Her2+ is treated with anti-Her2 therapy and chemo. So in this respect, I have both treatment arms available to me, where most people only have one or the other. This is good. In another respect, having two distinct colonies excludes me from a lot of clinical trials as most clinical trials are aimed at one pathology, not two different ones. This is bad. From a third perspective, this also means that in order for me to know what is even growing, I need a biopsy each time. And of course they only biopsy one of the new lesions, so we run the risk that the other 2 of the "at least 3" new spots are not the same. This is ... annoying.

But I feel it now. I feel my mortality more so than ever before. "At least 3 new" 1-2 cm lesions plus the 5 cm lesion that's currently stable (but could change at any time) all hanging out in my liver ... like it's spring in there too.

It's hard. It's a hard place to be. I don't think any one other than Mike really understands the severity of this on the same level that I do. He's perhaps the person who is impacted the most, after me of course. And then my boys, and then my mom and sister, my mother-in-law, and then my extended family and friends and colleagues.

I think the majority of people in my life understand on some level - that what I'm dealing with is serious. But being so far removed from the day-in, day-out grind of emotional turmoil, intense treatments, and obscene quantity of doctor appointments ... it's easy to put aside. For now.

For now, I look, act and feel mostly healthy. For now. But I'm one bad scan away from chemo for the rest of my existence. I'm always one bad scan away ...

And that is so

hard

to

accept.

Chemo

forever.

Don't get me wrong - I still have hope for a miracle. I do. I have so much hope for seeing my sweet boys graduate high school. But now - imminent death is that much more tangible than it ever was before. And that makes me incredibly sad.

I'm so sad for all the things that I will never get to do ... never get to see ... never get to experience. 90% of that revolves around my boys and Mike. All my dreams for what we would be as a family ... how we would raise them, what we would see them do, see them become ... how we would grow old and crotchety together ...

SO MUCH LIFE ... un-lived.

There's so much I want to do still. And I honestly don't know if I'll ever accomplish it all. A solid year maybe left ... maybe two. Three if I'm really lucky. And I mean REALLY lucky. The boys would be 8 and 5 ... I very well might miss seeing Nicholas start kindergarten.

I want to spend a few days with my nephews and niece in VA ... just me ... so I can focus on them wholly ... maybe we'll bake and dance and laugh and they'll have a solid experience of me to reflect on after I'm gone. I want to spend a few days with my cousin in Wisconsin ... know her kids ... take pictures together ... and maybe, just maybe ... her oldest of her 3 kids will have a faint memory of me when he sees the picture when he's older. I want to spend some time in Oceanside, visiting all my family and friends ... having a big family party like we used to when I was little. Take some more pictures and laugh and maybe eat too much. See my boys play with their cousins and burn the memory into my mind because unfortunately, they're still too young to really remember the visit when they're older. Tour around my hometown with Mike ... reminisce ... give the city, the beach my love for it ... and then let it go. It would all be like a goodbye tour. I want to have one more beachy vacation with Mike ... seven days of nothing but sun and food and ocean and each other. And then one family vacation with the four of us ... since we haven't done that yet with Nicholas.

I've started a journal for Mike and my boys. A collection of errant thoughts about me ... things I like, I love, favorite memories ... a measly momento of me ... but what else can you do. What else does someone leave behind. It's a vain attempt for me to tell my boys about me because they won't be able to grow to know me ... because I'll be gone and they'll be young.

It's like nesting when you're pregnant ... this urgency to get things ready. That's what I'm feeling. I have this urgency to do as much as I can to prepare for my death. To collect thoughts and memories and tokens of my life and assemble it all into an offering for my husband and children and family ... and none of it feels adequate. None of it feels like it's enough ... it doesn't convey enough. The words "I love you" written a thousand times does not convey the feeling of just how much I love them. And I won't ever be able to make them feel it because it would take a full lifetime of experiences ... a lifetime of picking them up when they fall down, of laughing with them, and crying with them, and celebrating birthdays and holidays ... and watching them play sports, teaching them to ride horses, and bake and dressing for prom and yearbook photos and driving for the first time and their first jobs and all the times they're sad and need a hug and all the times they're happy and want to give a hug ... Seeing them get married and meeting their children ... I'll never get to meet my grandchildren and see my own boys become fathers.

I'm starting to really believe that I'm not going to be around for any of that. We just registered Camden for kindergarten. It starts in August. While I'm hopeful I'll be here to see him finish his first school year, and maybe the start of this second school year ... I'm scared that I may not see him finish first grade.

And the thought of that - the very real threat of that - breaks my soul in ways I cannot even begin to express.














































































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  10. I recently have some difficult conversations and I did what a lot of people do when they want to know how to do something. I googled it. I came across Dr Williams herbal medicine on YouTube so many people thanking him about his good work. I also have lungs cancer. I wasn’t running all over God’s creation with every man I could find but here I am. I have felt bad about myself for so many years now because of my cancer status. I obviously still have some self-accepting to do but I want to thank Dr Williams for everything he have done for my family ,after taking Dr Williams medicine i was completely free from lungs cancer within one month of usage, I think what you are doing is so admirable. you have helped me a lot! I want to definitely reach out to you and thank you for your amazing work. You are a good person, and an extremely talented man. You have helped millions with your herbs, and have really inspired me,and i pray you still continue doing the good work.you can also email him on drwilliams098675@gmail.com for help

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  18. Thanks to Dr Williams I am so happy today, my wife have been suffering from breast cancer for the past 8 years now, and i have spent a lot on western drugs which has all proved abortive, i have tried all means in life to get my wife out of this , but there was no answer until i decided to try herbal solution and i found Dr Williams online and i contacted him and after she took his medication as instructed, my wife is now completely cure from breast cancer within those week of usage, i am so much happy, thanks to Dr Williams for helping me get my wife life back again without any form of crisis, i promise to tell your name and good deeds to the whole world,if you have someone with cancer you can email him on drwilliams098675@gmail.com for more information .

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  19. I am Sophie from Canada, I once suffered from a terrible and Chronic breast cancer ,since 30years now , the doctor told me there was no permanent cure i was given medications to slow down its progress, i constantly felt my health was deteriorating as i constantly go out of breath,and this illness was really terrible especially when am going out with my friends, i have this constant disorder for about 30 years, this was really a terrible illness ,on thin one day that i was going through the internet,and i came across a post of Mrs shelley on how his husband was been cured from colon cancer through the help of Dr Williams herbal product, I contacted this herbal doctor via his email and explain everything to him and make purchase of his product,few days later he sent me the herbal medicine through courier service, when i received the herbal medicine, i used it for 1 months as prescribed by Dr Williams and i was totally cured within those week of usage,on thin now i have not experience any sign or characteristics again . for more information you can email him on drwilliams098675@gmail.com for help

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  20. My mum had small cell terminal lung cancer. She lost her hair while going through chemo and it was devastated. She has recently finished her radiotherapy and she was losing her hair again :( mum wanted me to shave it off again as it's coming out in clumps.i know she was very upset and have told her to be confident it'll grow back but she's so upset, life became hell for me, because i just cant imagine my mum this way. i actually posted this online, and somebody replied me, that he knows once who can cure my mum, without spending much money and without taking anytime anymore, and there wont be any hair loss anymore. I said okay and i want to give it a try, the person that helped him (the person that i was referred to) is Dr Covenant, his email is covenantsolutiontemple@gmail.com, he gave me his email address and i contacted him and told him everything, he (Dr Covenant) said i should not worry everything'll be okay in space of 8 days, i actually gave him a try.
    It was not up to the 3rd day, i started noticing changes in my mum. Now my mum is healthy back and the cancer is gone. Am so grateful about this. I actually thought that my mum was going to die, but now she is still alive. Friends, if you have any problem such as cancer, or other illness like HIV/AIDS, GONORRHEA, or any other illness at all, and he is also specialized in getting ex back contact Dr Covenant on his email covenantsolutiontemple@gmail.com or add him on watsapp on +2349057353987 or call him directly on +2348146671563. you can also go through his website if interested http://covenantspelltemple.blogspot.com.
    MY BEST FRIEND IS STILL ALIVE, AM GRATEFUL COVENANT.

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  21. living with HIV for the past three years,it has been hell to me and I have tried all possible means to get cure but all to no avail, luckily for me one day as i was browsing through the Internet searching for remedy on HIV/AIDS, and i saw comment of people talking about how Dr osaze oshoregbemhe cured them,so I contacted him base on the testimonies i have been seeing about him on the internet,Lo and behold friends,that was the end of my fear for hiv virus.. I was cured too by him in one week.he collected my three years bad omen(HIV) now i'm free no more matters that touches the heart.Dr words is just not enough to express what you have done for me,thanks to you.... You are indeed a light to those living with hiv virus and may you remain bless for your good work... please he can save you too !!! kindly contact him today through his email:oshoregbemhehealinghome@gmail.com or call +2349053289227...father to all diseases ... All thanks to you Dr osaze oshoregbemhe for your herbal cure to HIV/Aid...Dr osaze oshoregbemhe assured me he can also cure the following diseases....HIV,HERPES.HEPATITIS,DIABETES,EPILEPSY,FIBROID,PILE,LOVE SPELL,COPD ,LOW COUNT,CANCER OF ALL KIND... He's a good God fearing man... catche dr on his oshoregbemhehealinghome@gmail.com or call +2349053289227

    Mack William

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  22. All i can say is that i am grateful that God has given us a wonderful herbal man as Dr Akuna. for many years i have been battling with HSV 2 virus. i got infected while i was in my college school 2 years ago with a guy has oral sex with, and it has been unbearable to keep this disease, i have used many things as drugs. creams. visited mosques. spiritual centers, i have tried many things that i cannot say. But one lucky day i was going through a you tube comment about how to get rid of HSV 2 virus and i found this awesome comment about Dr Akuna and i was surprise to see that he has helped so many others, i wrote to him and i got instant reply. and after the talk i was directed to how to get my medicine and i provided what he asked from me and in less than 4 days my medicine was delivered to me. And i was told how to take and to check up again in 14 days time, and i did all was true. i was found negative.. i am so glad that i met this awesome doctor on time, and i am doing this article to say let the world to know that Dr Akuna do not disappoint, stop living on drugs and get herbal and be free. Dr Akuna is also specialize in different kinds of disease HIV/AIDS, HEPATITIS B, CANCER, HERPES SIMPLEX GENITAL WART, BRAIN TUMOR And more. Contact Dr Akuna on Email: drakunasolutiontemple@gmail.com or What app/Call: +2348154625070

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  23. Am really grateful and thankful for what Dr Augus has done for me and my family with is herbal herbs , I have be suffering from HIV for good three years with no solution, the diseases almost took my life and because I was unable to work and I was also loosing lots of money for medication, but one faithful day when I went online, I met lots of testimonies about this great man so I decided to give it a try and to God be the glory he did it. If you need his help or you also want to get cured just the way I got mine, just email him below (augusmimi789@gmail.com) and get your healing. He has cure for other deadly diseases like Herpes, Hiv/Aids, Hepatitis , Cancer

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  24. HOW I GOT CURED FROM HERPES VIRUS WITHIN 2 WEEK HERBAL MEDICINE.

    2018 Herpes found cure by Dr Zuku I want to write this testimony to tell others how Dr Zuku cure my Herpes Virus,i Never Believe what my doctor told me there is no permanent cure for Herpes Virus,but i found that there is herbal cure for Herpes Virus with a 100% guaranteed I am a prove of it,i have the believe that i will find the cure some days.I started searching for different herbal doctor and I finally found after reading articles about Dr Zuku, i decided to contact Dr Zuku for his herbal cure for Herpes Virus because i have never try out herbal medicine ever since i caught Herpes. i contacted him through email and i ordered for his medicine which i used for 2 week and it completely get rid of my Herpes. am very happy to decided to share this testimony to let everyone out there who have herpes know there is herbal cure for Herpes Virus.here is doctor Dr Zuku Email: drzukuspelltemple@gmail.com or his Mobile number +16177296273 Dr.Zuku Blogs https://drzukuspelltemple.blogspot.co.ke/ or you read more about Dr Zuku Website: http://drzukuspelltemple.website2.me/

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  25. THIS IS MY LIFE HISTORY HOW I WAS CURED FROM HERPES BY A GREAT MAN CALLED DR LUCKY,

    am a very honest woman ,i can never post false testimony on social media, so let me go straight to the point Hello Everyone out there,I am here to give my testimony about a Herbalist doctor called Dr Lucky who helped me in my life. I was infected with HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS in 2015, i went to many hospitals for cure but there was no solution, so I was thinking how can I get a solution out so that my body can be okay. One day I was in the river side thinking where I can go to get solution. so a lady walked to me telling me why am I so sad and i open up all to her telling her my problem, she told me that she can help me out, she introduce me to a doctor who uses herbal medication to cure HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS and gave me his email, so i mail him. He told me all the things I need to do and also give me instructions to take, which I followed properly. Before I knew what is happening after two weeks the HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS that was in my body got vanished .if you need help, you can also email him at: (Realspellcasteronline@gmail com) or (Realspellcasteronline@gmail com) He also have a herbal cure for 6 DISEASES; also for HIV VIRUS AND MANY MORE, for more information (Realspellcasteronline@gmail com) i will like you all to help me thank Dr Lucky for saving my life so i make up my made to testify about his good work,i have nave see a good man like this before and beware of scams only Dr Lucky has the cure for herpes illness no fake no scam I Love You Dr Lucky Thanks So Much

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