I've decided that regardless of the outcome of today's appointment - whether I have to do chemo or not - I'm going to donate my hair. If I miraculously don't have to do chemo - it's the least I can do to be supportive of those that do, and to show my thanks.
This decision is the first thought I've had today, that has brought some peace to my nervousness. It makes me feel good - knowing that, even when I'm faced with a situation where I can't readily do anything to help myself - at the very least - I can help someone else.
It takes 6 to 10 ponytails to make 1 wig. I should see my stylist soon.